Camp for the next few days. Hope that it would be fun, fun and more fun. And guys, don't miss me too much okay, LOL =]

I now know why i made so many mistakes, because i forgotten choices have consequences.

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

The Seventh Night of July - Itaru Sakai

Aband was freaking tiring but fun =] Learnt a lot but i think i no longer have the stamina to last even two songs which is bad, real bad and make me feel lousy. But, i will do my best for concert in june, i will =]
Mbjj came to my house and just left =] Had fun, doing whatever we felt like doing ! And yes danial, you missed out all the fun =]

Band will always be the special love in my life.
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Mbjjsd dinner later =]

i am alright =]
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

I will bring back the never say die, cheerful and crappy Sean for thats who i really am. And, i believe it never will be too late =]

这几个月来你想了太多太多了,事情也是应为你想了太多而毁掉的,所以也该是时间清醒了吧陈佳苇 =]

Time will diminish the sorrow but never the love =]

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

I will live strong =]

I finally understood and it never will be too late.
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Why is it going round and round and round ?

I am tired, real tired.

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Time will settle all.

I love band =]

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Knee hurting like shit ever since soccer yesterday. And yes, it hurts. What? Did i said it hurts like hell? Oh yes, i said that it hurts even when walking now. Is it pain? yeah duh !

No more soccer =[
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

I am sorry friends. I know i always do things harshly and piss you guys off. I do things and say things without thinking of the consequences first. That is my character and i know it sucks. But i just cannot seem to change. Everytime after i done something wrong i will regret and get fucked up over it then apologise for what i did. I know sometimes it may be too late to apologise after doing or saying something but deep from my heart, i really know that i was wrong. I don't know how to say out how sorry i am but i really regret all my actions everytime after doing something i felt was unacceptable. I just can't control a moment of fury or emotions . And sometimes, when i know i am at fault, i will refuse to put aside my dignity and apologise because thats not me as i do not like losing at all. Losing is the last thing in the world i would want to face. But then, friends are the last things in the world i would want to lose. I know i am being random but i just want to apologise to friends that i had angered and beared with my overflow of emotions for the past few months which sometimes had been converted into anger. I am sorry.

I really am sorry, i hope you dun mind.
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

The feeling's back and why is it so.

Its all back to square one
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Fucked up game, fucked up pitch, fucked up legs, fucked up attitude, fucked up mood, fucked up laziness, fucked up selfishness, fucked up decisions, fucked up post.

Fake smiles

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Soccer, soccer and soccer !!! Tats the best way to numb your feelings.

Is time turning back?

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Songs are the nicest when you listen with your heart.

Can this ever end? I hate that feeling.
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

This song is freakingly nice and good. You raise me up by tokyo kosei.

Aband today. Heard the main band play and I felt that they played quite nicely and improved a lot =] As for Aband, more and more concert's stuffs are being confirmed and the repertoire are all very VERY nice pop pieces. I must say this concert will be the best of the crop and the breakthrough for our Aband =]

4-1
-Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Back from Haiqel's house and dead. Dead tired.

=]
-Sean,T ( 1991 - )

Holidays sucks/rocks. It rocks when you are out of the house but it sucks too cos you cant be out everyday ! But, i will be out for the next four days =] Going to haiqel's place for stayover. Hope it will be fun. Time probably would be spent on soccer, movie, eat, sleep, shit =]

Everything seems fine.
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Its sunday but i am stuck at home and BORED !

If that is what you want, i will play along
-Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Alvamar Overture - James Barnes

Alvamar overture. Choice piece for syf 2005. First song performed on stage with nvsb. Really happy that i was given the chance to join in syf 05 when i was just sec 2. I will never forget our nicest/best/most caring ever conductor Mr Darren Sim and of course the experience of playing with the seniors. Their skills are just so great and i surely felt we deserved a gold that year. 03:15, i will never forget. At that point of time inside singapore conference hall, my hair stand and my heart melted as the whole band delivered that part. I will never forget that performance.

Majestia - James Swearingen

Majestia. My last song played for NVSB at syf 07 and the syf in which my batch was the eldest. Pressure was there as we wanted to maintain what our seniors did. I rmb competition that year was tough, judging was strict, with several bands ahead of us getting a medal lower than what they were supposed to get. But i will never forget the unity of the band then. We've went through quarrels and cried tgt but in the end we delivered the pieces with all our hearts. Altough we did not get the desired results, i think we really had all our efforts placed in. seriously we did.

Syf's experience was the best thing i've gained from band. I was greatful that i had two syf chances and I've went through two syf with two different conductors which made me learn even more. The passion of the conductors made me love music and appreciate music. Talking about syf, the syf experience could only be explained with one word - unforgetable. When the emcees announce" Band no.** North Vista Symphonic Band with their set piece singapore rhapsodhy and choice piece alvamar overture" you will just feel a chill down your spine. Your principals, teachers, conductors and seniors pinned all their hopes on you and you know it is time to perform, time to shine. And when you step on the stage, you have mixed feelings. Feeling nervous is for sure, but, you will have the urge to quickly perform for the judges and show them what you have practised for months and months. The fruits of labour of practices almost everyday after school will surely be felt after the two songs are performed. Afterall, lets not forget we practiced months just for that 10 mins or so on the stage. Who wouldnt want to bring the best result out of it? Thats what make syf such an unforgetable experince. Now, its year 2009. Syf is nearing and of course Nvsb are in for the challenge. 7 April 2009 . Work hard guys, bring the best out of the 10 mins. Wow the audience, judges and your teachers. Give it your all. All the best =]

I miss Band times.

-Sean.T ( 1991 - )

=] and =[

which would you choose?

Given a choice, i bet every single one of us would have chosen =] and only fools would have chosen =[ , but, is it really that easy to achieve that =] ? I guess not, but still, it could be done. And, the =] i am refering to is not that peaceful smile on your face but the happiness felt in your heart. Because, you can always put a smile on your face, but, you can never ever be able to fake that happiness in your heart. Never.

Clock me back to the time where nothing has yet to happen.

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Movie with juv and dan yesterday =] Slumpdog millionare ! Nice movie with a special plot never seen before i must say. Sky park after that and had a nice talk like we always do =] Back home after that.

As for today, match in the morning. The weather made me an 'all black' and drained all my energy. I played like shit i must say.

Aband after that and concert plans were brought up again. Very excited about it and hope that the concert really will work out =] Dinner after band and study session at anchorvale cc with mbjd =] And of course, took loads of pictures and had crazy fun =] How i wish everyday could be like saturdays.

It was sad to see your back turned on me, at the same time, pissed.

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )