Everything would have been so great if i had just shut my mouth.

i really don't know what i should do, this isn't me at all
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Sean is sean again : )

Strongwill
- Sean.T( 1991 - )

Back to school today for Nvab meet-up session and to discuss plans for the coming year. Pretty happy to hear about the upcoming programmes.
We are going to have our first ever 'solo' concert at NAFA ! I am so so looking forward to it. The date had already been set. It will fall on 20 june 2009. So guys, grab your tickets now cos it's gonna be a full house !!! Hahaha : )
But besides the concert, there will also be a performance at Ngee Ann City and VISTA MUSICA V !!! Like finally, i have something to look forward to : ) And i am so so so excited about all the events. So, i guess next year, my life will revolve all around band : ) But, i am so happy i could have it that way, Because band is my everything : ) I love Band.

And juvenal ! Sorry ok. I really love your present lah : )

I don't know why but there is just this thing bothering me : (
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Omg, so unglam ! hahaha !

I look like i was going to say ****

Old hag with the 'nie si ni' action.

And he regretted doing it after knowing he was on camera : )

Xmas celebration at michelle's house ! Fun, fun, fun : ) Played Taboo, watched tv and you-tubed. More of this festive celebrations alright ?

Heading out tonight with them for dinner AGAIN ! We are like pratically meeting up everyday but then i won't get bored of them. Like how could i ??? Till then, i am looking forward for the dinner : )

Thanks Michelle and Ber for both your presents. Really love it a lot : ) Lurbex !

I love i love i love

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone. Enjoy your remaining day of christmas and lets now await for the start of a new year. I bet it will be a great year ahead !

i hope for what i hope

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

22/12/2008 - Meet up with MBJJD

Last but not least, cutesy bella with her new friend

I want to sleep !!!

The oldest but yet the most childish : )

We looked like a bunch of tourist

Sotong B - cysliyow

MBJJD - Greatest friends

And he is declared the one with a huge generation gap

I am declared always living in my own world

20/12/2008 - our big day, Vista Musica IV

When is our turn !!!

What i can do now is wait . I am confident, yes i am : ) And why shouldn't i feel so. I've done my very best. I know you have your reasons and who doesn't have. But i know you will say yes. Its just a matter of time. Because time will settle all.

i love you.

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

No more emotional thoughts sean ! Move on with live because you have a group of real good friends with you.
MBJJSD meet up yesterday : ) Spent some real great time at Minds cafe. Playing board game like true c0lours. A really cool game i must say. Left Minds cafe at 6 after 'happy hour' ended and went off to esplanade to chill. I really enjoyed the day with them. Because it was much needed : )
And after last night overnight chat, i must say the importance and true friendship between MBJJSD really surfaced. They are irreplacable. They are the best listening ears ever. And they are the best friend you could ever had wished for.

I want to stop living in this turmoil fast.
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Mich, Juv, ber, jason, dan, I love you guys. As in, i really love you guys a lot. I must say the relationship with you all already can't just be classified under friends. It really had developed into a very different kind of feeling. Something i had never felt before. Something very special. Something i would never like to lose. And i dunno why but i am tearing as i am writing this... I love you all.

And Band, i miss you all as much too. During yesterday's night concert, you guys had really given your best and people can see that. And most importantly you all enjoyed it. And thats the whole purpose right, enjoying. And you guys really did great i must say. It really had been great being able to be given the chance to perform with u all again on stage. I really love you guys and i mean it. I really enjoyed last night's concert and i really enjoyed my time in band. Because its a long five years. Its a long five years i am in this band already and how can i simply forget five years of wonderful memories just in one day ? It takes time, but i know it won't be easy getting over you all. And i want to thank all of you for the very wonderful memories.

Band times are the only time i really enjoyed

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Concert a success ? - Definitely a yes for me, I really enjoyed a lot !
NVAB rocks ? - Like definitely !
NVSB rocks ? - OH YES !

i hate this feeling
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Concert is just like less than dunno how many hours away ! I can't wait ! Like how can i ? Its my first and probably my last concert at VCH ! And how many people can have the chance of playing the music they love in such a beautifu hall with all the people they love around them ? I must count myself very fortunate. To still be given the chance of playing even after leaving NVSB for nearly a year.
And i must say i really love this band. We've really been through a lot together. Tears, laughters, joys , fights, successful concerts, Hk trip and of course, not forgetting the naggings and punishments by teachers which meant good for us. My love for this band really just can't be explained by words. I really can't bear to leave them after this concert. There are just too many wonderful memories with them. Especially with batchmates juvenal, danial, michelle, berenice, jason and jm. But like what Mr sim once said - We all have to move on, this is life. So, i promise i surely will take this opportunity, probably the very last, cherish it, and enjoy the very last moments with all these great people i love and also, with the greatest band that had ever lived in my heart - NVSB. We are going to rock the hall down. We are the greatest ever. NVSB, we rock !

Love is in the blood
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

1 more day ! I won't back down now.

I hate my rashness
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

OMG, Its just 2 more days. I am excited !
Love is in the blood
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ghEdTra4Ks
OMG, i am in love with this very nice song - That's what friends are for.
3 more days !

Its you that brought me back
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Jurong swimming complex today with haiqel and co. First time going there and it really is just like www just that it does not have the thrill rides.
The outing was fun. Fun because almost everyone went : ) And i really enjoyed the float in the lazy pool. After the float, all the vexing mind games circulating my mind just faded off : ) And now, i am all hyped up and raring to go !
So, will be heading back to band for the next three days for self practice with juv, ber and dan. Surely will give my last push to brush up on the parts. And now, its just 5 more days. Yes, you've seen it right, just 5 more days to VCH!!!

Sorry i didnt sleep.
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

I need a break. A break from everything. I am tired, really really tired. Give my mind a few days of rest, and i will come back stronger.

Sorry to those who chatted with me on msn and given a cold shoulder by me.
- Sean.T ( 1991 - )

Alumni Practice today and also a full run through of the concert with the main band. Practice was fun man. Really felt the music when playing the song. And, i am slowly getting back my stamina to play. Definitely the right time to get it back : ) For our first concert at VCH !!!

And also, today practice marks the last alumni rehearsal !!! It will be just another 7 more days to concert at VCH ! Come on guys, we are going to put up the best performance for the audience right : ) Put in our very best and for that we will fufil our promises to the audience - The best performance ever : )

No need for the rush, i am happy with what it is now : )

- Sean.T ( 1991 - )